Get me Outta Here!

I've spent most of today thinking very un-Christian thoughts, allowing myself to desend in that downward spiral of anger and upset that bottoms out in darkness.

The Powers That Be are at it again - making decisions that directly affect the Bottom-Dwellers here without first asking them, and then handing down judgement. As a result, I get chucked out of my office into a small hole to make way for a new boss who will spend most of his time OUT of office....the excuse being he needs space to see people. Unfortunately, I'm the first port of call for many who arrive here, and I have just as much claim to needing the space. Yet, I'm low-down on the organizational rungs so just get shoved aside. I've had enough! I've been taking this kind of thing for nearly 8 years now and I can't take much more.

If our visa application for migration to Australia came through today, I would be SO gone. And yet the Lord has a plan in all this - somewhere. He's been testing me and trying me all year, throwing things my way to see if I'll sink on my own or swim with Him.

Help Lord! Get me outta here or give me Your insight into how to handle things without having to kill anyone and hide the bodies!