Decision Made

I'm taking the plunge. Tentatively, but firmly (aren't those opposites? oh well....). Later this week I'll be speaking to the new worship team leader. I'm going to tell him that June is my last month with the worship team and the worship committee. It was going to be May, but he's already drawn up rosters for June, and 2 months' notice will enable him to find a replacement pianist to bring the numbers up to 4 options again.

I want to be available to God for whatever he has planned for me. I'm spending more time disagreeing and being frustrated at the building we call church than spending time with God there. Although I know I may lose friendships and have my motives interpreted for me behind my back, I truly feel this is what God wants for me, here and now.

Perhaps He'll take me back there or to another church buliding in the future, perhaps not. But I'm willing to wait on Him, to learn and to take these steps now to find out what He has in store.

I'm going to be emailing a few folk regarding their own journeys (be warned!), or I might post questions on this blog later for input. We'll see.

Now that I've made my choice I'm excited, scared and filled with anticipation. It's once again a blank future instead of knowing where I am and what I'm doing. Lord, preserve me! :)