Pensive

I'm in a strange head-space today. Lots on my mind. Things churning in there that won't be coming out anytime soon. A good deal that will never end up blogged or mentioned. So it simply bubbles below the surface.

And it's weird how that kinda colours how you see the world. After all, your world exists merely as you choose (perhaps not even conciously) to perceive it. Which is why you can go from down-in-the-dumps to the-world-is-incredible in about 5 minutes! :-) Nothing out there has changed, it's all what's happening inside. Though sometimes there's a "feeder" situation - what you feel corresponds and draws off of what others may feel, especially those you're unexplicably in sync with.

Today I've got worries I'm holding on behalf of others - unvoiced. I have fears that I need to deal with myself - matters of urgency. I have things to organize, tasks to accomplish. And it's all circling inside my skull.

I've been called the "quietest" colleague in this particular section. Today I'm even more so. Not a peep, just head down and doing what needs doing. Pondering, pensive, but not talking.

You get days like this. They're needed. One can't always be bouncing at cloud-level. Nor diving into life with exuberance. Some days you simply need to be quiet and think.