Dead

Please don't expect much spiritual blogging from me anytime soon. I'm struggling with deadness. I don't feel like praying or singing or worshipping or reading or anything. I want to care that I don't feel like it, but I can't.

I tried this weekend to have some God-time, but drew a blank. I tried to visit my old church (while my son's school choir sang) without letting judgement cloud my mind, but I couldn't. I tried to feel something, anything, spiritual - no luck.

So there won't be a lot of spiritual blogging going on until my heart no longer feels like a vacuum surrounded by the thinnest membrane. Or if there is, it may not be worth reading. You have been warned....