Idiotville

Sometimes I feel like a real idiot. I say things I should rather keep quiet about, I spout out about stuff that should rather not be spouted about, to people who probably don't care. Or if they do care, they end up thinking way less of me than 5 minutes ago.

And then I feel like an idiot.

Even more so if I've done it by email or other such written word. You hit that "send" button and then smack your forehead - what the heck were you thinking. You sat hovering over "delete" for half an hour, then sent it anyway. Idiot.

Of course, I could just be paranoid. I could have the wrong impression of my idiocy. I hope so, but it's generally Idiotville that I pull up in and stop a while.

Getting a headache from beating my head against the wall. I really should become a hermit, with no internet access, no email, and no cellphone.