Another late night...

Dammit - what's wrong with me? Come 9:30 and I start to hit a downward spiral into blue again. Two nights in a row! This is so not on.

Hormones? Change in the air? Both?

I know what the trigger is. I know what's wrong. I also know there's nothing I can do about it, so I should just move on, get it out of my head, get over it and past it. So why can't I? Why doesn't my ever-helpful logical thinking convince the rest of my brain that I'm being stupid, and let it go?

I guess I'm just going to have to get earlier nights. When 9:30 comes, I'll be sleeping. No blue.

Starting tomorrow.