I dunno if it's just a Thursday-and-not-feeling-well thing, but I've got a serious "sinking feeling" in the pit of my stomach today.
Usually it would be my gut telling me something's wrong. Something I can't define, but know is off. Like impending disaster foretold in the stars kind of stuff - though not much comes of it generally speaking.
Sometimes it's the result of "interpersonal conflict", when you know there's something not right between you and another, or you're waiting to be dumped on from a dizzy height for something that may or may not be your fault. Or just a sense of unease over a friendship or relationship that you're not too sure about.
Perhaps it's tied in with knowing I've fallen behind in some stuff at home - and the Xmas shopping! :-) I like to be organized, to know that I've got control over everything. When I lose that, I start getting the sinking feeling.
Or it could just be the effects of a thick head, tiredness etc - definitely flu/cold and not at all hayfever!
Whatever it is, I hope it goes away before my insides end up inhabiting the floor below me.
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