I won't be crying myself to sleep (awake) tonight. Although not everything is sorted that needs sorting, I'm out of the depths. If there's one thing I've learnt in life it's this - things may look impossible, scary, frustrating and huge. But there is always a way around, through, over them. I'll cope. I'll cope well - there's an inner strength somewhere in here that will see me through what ails me. There's underlying optimism and happiness that will keep me going in the right direction. And there's the caring support of others that gives me a boost when I can't seem to do it alone.

Onwards and upwards... I can do no other.