Trepidation

I don't know if I have what it takes. There are days where I feel I don't possess the brain power, the determination, the will to accomplish what I've set out to do. I still feel aimless at times, uncertain of the road I'm trying to tread, fearful that I will be a complete and utter failure.

All too often it's the lack of time or cash or inspiration that gets to me. And when I make the mistake of comparing myself to others I end up completely discouraged. How can it be that so many have gotten so far, and I've fallen so far behind? And keep slipping even further toward the edge of disaster?

It's one of those days. One thing after another and I'm not sure I'm going to make it...